A New Beginning or Another Vanity?

Hello, my name is Kang Yi-Kien. It's my Chinese name from my father. I have an official name that looks like a Roman name, but it's too bland. So there you have it. This blog is about me. 

I created the blog close to midnight after wasting my life once again. I know this sounds like an excuse, but I didn't receive opportunities or a supportive family like most people. My life was chaotic from birth. There was no careful planning; there was only living like a farm animal. Heck, I'm even lower than that. Deep down, I knew that it was basically game over. 

Yet, here I am blogging about myself. What hope do I have left? Certainly not the miracle of God. I realized God's existence not from miracles, but from the misfortune that befell me. I swear that when I achieve something, it's purely due to my own efforts. 

For example, I'm now a content creator on a certain Facebook page. It's nothing extraordinary, but I enjoy it. It's very small, but there are opportunities. I can also train myself. At least that's my plan. This made me wonder. Is this a new beginning or another vanity? I hope my future self can answer this post with pride. A post made with bitter sweet feelings.

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